Mushi-shi — A metaphor for mental illness

Anime

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This blog post originally ran on Manga Therapy in May. As I make my year-end assessment of my best writing of 2014, I keep coming back to this post and thought it needed to live on my site, too. I hope it will be just as helpful a second time.


“Maybe you should toughen up and stop wallowing in bed.”

You wouldn’t say the above sentence to somebody with a broken leg. So why is it acceptable to say to somebody with an equally real disease, depression?

Mental illness has long been misunderstood because its symptoms aren’t always visible to outsiders. Leave it to anime to bring those symptoms to a highly visible surface.

Tony and I have talked before about how anime can clarify human behavior for people who usually have trouble comprehending it. There have been no formal studies on the topic, so I can’t speak authoritatively that this is the case.

Whether intentional or not, anime makes people easier to understand. Exaggerated facial expressions demystify internal feelings. Bright hair colors make it easy to differentiate different characters even for people who have trouble with facial recognition.

I’ve insisted to Tony that in the same way, anime has the potential to unshroud mental illness. I think that’s one way to interpret the plot of Mushi-shi—as mental illness taking physical form.

In Mushi-shi, a doctor and storyteller named Ginko travels around rural Japan witnessing unusual phenomena which he calls mushi, a word for “insects” that here may also mean “spirits.” When humans and mushi interact, things can and do often go awry.

The funny thing is, the mushi surface peoples’ mental struggles. A man mourning his sister is enchanted by mushi so he is literally unable to feel. A jilted lover literally begins to fade away after she has her heart broken. Every time, Ginko’s medicine is the same: the person must recognize the problem inside herself in order to overcome it.

It’s certainly not that easy to cure mental illness, but the message is the same. Mushi-shi is simply showing people’s mental anguish on the outside. The inner world is still where the trouble is. Supporters can do their best to help, but the real battle is inside the person.

Mushi-shi shows people who deal with much the same mental problems as people in real life—grief, heartbreak—and give these illnesses visible physical characteristics. But just because, in real life, we don’t show these symptoms on the outside, we experience them just the same.

The next time a friend or loved one is going through a tough time, think about Mushi-shi. You can’t see their struggle but it’s there inside them. And the best gift you can give to a person suffering from mental anguish is to trust them that what they’re feeling is real.

What does your family think about anime?

Fandom

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Every December, I spend a lot more time with my family than usual. There’s Christmas, my birthday, John’s birthday, and my mom’s birthday all in one week!

Although home for me is just a thirty minute drive from where I live now, mentally it feels quite a ways away. Back when I lived at home, I was always really embarrassed of my interest in anime. When I was trying to prove to my parents that I was a grown-up, cartoons from Japan felt like a pretty childish hobby to have.

I was always nervous that my parents and sisters judging me for liking anime so much, but in reality it was all in my head. Even though I did some pretty embarrassing weeaboo things as a young teenager. Anime merchandise was expensive, so I drew pictures of the Gundam Wing pilots, often shirtless, and taped them around my room. I sang along to anime songs on car rides. My parents, wisely, refrained from commenting on any of this, probably to avoid encouraging me. And while I never grew out of anime, I thankfully grew out of doing stuff like that!

Short of my dad’s childhood love for Speed Racer, they didn’t—and don’t—pay much attention to it because it wasn’t something any of them found interesting. I remember once bringing a college boyfriend home to dinner who cracked a joke about my “weird” predilections, and how stupid I felt when the rest of my family laughed at it. I guess I didn’t think they’d really noticed! Of course, now that I’ve married another anime fan, those conversations are over.

My in-laws are pretty much the same. It’s interesting to hear my father-in-law’s West Virginia drawl juxtapose with his reference to “that anime stuff you guys like.” Like with my parents, for them it’s just another unfathomable thing the kids are into.

I’m bringing this up because I’m curious about other anime fans’ experiences. Were your parents disapproving? Confused? Did they start watching anime as a result, like this otaku mom from r/anime did? And if you’re a parent yourself, how do you plan to share your interest in anime, if at all, with your kids?

Screenshot via Kill La Kill.

 

Otaku Links: What’s trending

Otaku Links

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  • It’s time for Tumblr’s year in review! Here are the 20 most reblogged anime and manga on the site.
  • Want to rent an apartment modeled after the Jellyfish Princess anime, complete with real pet jellyfish? Now you can.
  • Why was episode six of Shirobako taken offline? Anime News Network says it’s a copyright infringement, but for what? One blog claims the estate of playwright Samuel Beckett had it removed since it portrayed women performing the play, Waiting for Godot. Whether human or anime, the estate has a history of banning female actors. HT @miangraham.

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Otaku Journalist reviews Oishi Fun

Japan

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About a month ago I got an email from Oishi Fun, a Japanese snack delivery service. They asked if I’d like to review a box, and I agreed, eager to pair my twin interests of blogging and snacking into one activity. To be honest I was feeling pretty confident about it already, which is why I put it in my holiday gift guide.

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The box finally arrived about a month after we’d talked. I quickly realized why—it actually came all the way from Japan! The sparkly pink box was more like a present than a package, and came with a complete English list of all the snacks inside.

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As you can tell, there are a lot of them. Two of them (the Mario World package and the Pokemon box) come with a toy as well as a snack. Let’s take a look.

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This strawberry chocolate packaging is clever in that it’s shaped just like the pink-and-brown chocolate bites inside. Note the bat imagery – a bunch of the stuff this month was Halloween-y, I guess left over from October.

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There was not one, but two different banana snacks! The cake in the package is a small roll cake. The caramel is chewy and far more strongly banana than the cake.

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The one complaint I have is that these apple pie bites came pretty crumbled up. Didn’t affect the taste though—I think these flaky pastries were my favorite sweet thing. The onigiri chips in the third photo for my favorite savory thing. Sorry I didn’t get a closeup, but they’re triangular rice cakes flavored with nori and rice vinegar, which I love.

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Isn’t this art cute? Inside, they’re animal-cracker-like cookies on the outside, and chocolate on the inside. You can see another Halloween candy in the background—it’s a pineapple flavored lollipop. oishi8

Both the toys that came in this box came with a candy. This Delphox came with a small mint. The Mario 3D World package came with a holographic Princess Peach card and a pineapple-flavored mushroom 1-Up gummy. Including the Pikachu gum, I got three different Nintendo themed candies in this box.

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After eating all that candy, I finished off with a stick of Watering Kissmint. I can’t figure out the flavor (that green katakana says Mascot, I think), but it tastes like a tangier version of how I remember Doublemint gum tasting, back when that was a thing. The brilliant Katriel has let me know it is “Muscat” flavored, which is a kind of sweet grape!

I really enjoyed a chance to try Oishi Fun because they picked out snacks and snack flavors I never would have picked for myself or known that I’d like so much. To be honest, there wasn’t a single thing I didn’t like in this box. I’d been having a rough week  until getting this spangly pink box in the mail, and it turned my day around. It’s an indulgence, yes, and maybe not something you’d buy for yourself every month, but at just $25, it’s a fantastic pick-me-up. I can’t wait to order for a friend to brighten up their day.

Otaku Links: Black Friday

Otaku Links

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I hope all my American readers had a great Thanksgiving, and everyone everywhere else had a a great Thursday. I haven’t been online as much this week, so enjoy a short edition of Otaku Links:

  • My anime reviews for the week are live on Anime News Network! Why Onoda is the ultimate Midousuji apologist on Yowamushi Pedal, the joy and sorrow of Gyanko on Gundam Build Fighters Try, and times it really pays to have a significant other you can count on in Denki-gai.
  • A Haikyu! animator got fired from Production IG for tweeting her own erotic drawings of the characters on the show. That was super unprofessional of her, but I bet a lot of fujoshi can sympathize with her plight.
  • Crunchyroll sadly isn’t doing its epic 50% off deal this Black Friday, but Right Stuf has gone crazy with deals up to 80 and even 90% off! Click here to shop Right Stuf using my affiliate link, and I will make a small commission.
  • This week’s Answerman column on Anime News Network addresses a fan who really hates Vic Mignogna and wants to boycott Free! because of it. Answerman explains why this really just will penalize everyone at Funimation.

Illustration by Zain on Pixiv