Writing a book in seven weeks, part 7

Writing

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Here’s a question: when you finish a project are you the type that 1) can’t let go, and needs to reread and re-edit until it’s physically taken out of your grasp or 2) never want to look at it again? I fall squarely into the second category. That’s what I love about blogging and journalism—I hit publish and I’m done. If the news develops further, I simply write a second post! However, it turns out that isn’t ideal for book writing, where you need to be ready to return to a manuscript at a moment’s notice.

On the evening of November 2nd, I stopped tweaking my book manuscript and handed it off to the publisher. What an amazing moment of finality, clicking the mouse and feeling the weight lift off my shoulders!

I guess in one way, I met my deadline. I did deliver a manuscript on time and fulfill the terms of my contract. But on the other hand, the book is far from over. My publisher and I are still in the midst of contacting cosplay photographers so we can identify the people in their photos. Since photographers and cosplayers are so busy, that could take several more weeks. Then there will be edits, re-edits, and design proofs, probably until February.

The book is over—and it isn’t. Now I have to do the difficult thing and move on with my life knowing full well that I’ll eventually have to drop everything and pick it up again several times, and make peace with not knowing when those times will occur. The book, whose working title is simply “Cosplay,” is still slated to be published in March 2015.

Over the entire course of my career as a writer, the idea of writing a book has been veiled in mystery. I put authors on pedestals, soaking up the pageantry that surrounds a book release without putting much thought into the process itself. In the end, I’ve learned that writing a book comes with the same difficulties and irritations of any other job.

In any case, this concludes my book writing blogging series. I hope it was able to effectively convey the uncertainty, confusion, occasional terror—and the scant, perfect moments of crystallized relief—that come with writing a book.

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 6

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 5

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 4

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 3

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 2

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 1

Photo of Homestuck cosplayers shadowheartsMostfloggedLove-Joker and KitsuneDolly by Nicole Ciaramella.


Otaku Links: Internet timesuck

Otaku Links

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  • Have a fresh batch of Anime News Network reviews! Watch me pathetically gush about my favorite character in Yowamushi Pedal, investigate the reasons behind Mr. Ral’s itchy butt in Gundam Build Fighters Try, and do my darnedest to get offended by Denki-Gai, to no avail.
  • Why do fujoshi fans tend to call ourselves and the characters we love “garbage” and “trash?” Alex, my favorite hockey fan, has a really good explanation.
  • My book is purely about the awesome side of cosplay, because there’s only so much that can fit in 10,000 words, but if you feel like getting really angry, read about the shit Yaya Han had to put up with at New York Comic Con.
  • Under the belief that “they’ll buy anything if it’s anime,” Israel woos Japanese tourists with this seriously weird show. Be sure to turn on closed captions! My favorite part is Shalom-chan, the mascot Israel has always needed.
  • I wanted to write on Wednesday about the ridiculousness of yet another anime fan getting arrested for “child porn” aka garden variety hentai. I don’t care if you’re into hentai or not—if you’re an anime fan this is your problem, too. I mean, if it comes to it, what do you think Kill La Kill looks like to a judge?
  • Speaking of which, the fact that Yowamushi Pedal underwear, designed to fit adult women, are a thing that exist makes me feel like a lady brony. The way Friendship is Magic had an intended little girl audience, Yowapeda was designed for elementary school boys, and now this is happening.

OK, time to forget about the marvelous world of Internet links and get back to what I should be doing, namely, that book I have due next week!

Screenshot via Gundam Build Fighters Try, episode 3


Writing a book in seven weeks, part 6

Writing

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If you need to figure out where your values truly lie, try doing a project on a deadline.

From the way I talk about running, you’d think I’d care about getting a good time at the 5k I’m running with my sister next month. However, I’ve only gone to the gym five times this October. When I’m on deadline for this book, I “don’t have time” to train.

Meanwhile, Saturday night found me tipsily poring over my Japanese textbook after hosting a Halloween party. I’ve written 5,000 words of a 10,000 word contract with one week to go, but no worries. Of course I’ve got time to hang out with friends, get drunk, and study Japanese.

I have time to watch my favorite anime as soon as it comes out, but I “don’t have time” to cook healthy dinners this week. I have time to take a walk in the park, but not to do the laundry. I’ve got time to talk on the phone with a friend for hours, but sorry, I can’t come out tonight because I’ve got a book due soon!

There’s never going to be room in your life for a book. If you’re going to prioritize one because of a contract or willpower or otherwise, you’re going to have to make room, and you might be surprised at the life obligations from which you choose to take that time. I didn’t say it’d be pretty, but it will certainly be eye opening.

It’s crunch time on this book and I think I can just make it if I work hard this week. I just have to make sure that prioritizing this project isn’t just a self-deluding way of avoiding the things I don’t want to do.

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 5

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 4

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 3

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 2

Writing a book in seven weeks, part 1

Photo of my party cupcakes via my Instagram


Otaku Links: The good news about gaming

Otaku Links

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  • Nathan Meunier, author of several fantastic guides to games journalism, just publicized his decision to no longer practice games journalism now that he is also an indie game maker. I thought his take showed the personal side of the ethical games journalism discussion.
  • Speaking of games, my Anime News Network editor Hope just launched the Kickstarter to her horror/romance visual novel, Lovely Little Thieves. Also, my friend Katriel launched her game, a survival RPG called Die Nachtblum, on Kickstarter earlier this month. So many scary games to choose from!
  • Why is it called Attack on Titan? It doesn’t take place on Saturn’s moon and, to be honest, it’s more like the Titans who are attacking. This is a lengthy and scholarly analysis of one of modern anime’s most confusing translations.

Illustration by Michelle Henderson of Pango Dango Games


My GeekGirlCon 2014 experience

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Two weekends ago, I made my first ever trip to Seattle. I didn’t visit the Space Needle, and I still don’t really know anything about the city. I was instead consumed by GeekGirlCon, a 4,000-person event that was definitely worth the cross-country trip.

GeekGirlCon sprung out of overwhelming support for women’s experiences in fandom during a 2010 San Diego Comic-Con panel, and has been a yearly event ever since. Between gender-neutral bathrooms; an “introvert lounge” for the overstimulated; and plenty of frank discussion about harassment, sexism, and representation; it may have been the most inclusive convention I’ve ever attended.

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I love West Coast conventions because to me, an East Coast girl who has been to Otakon nearly ten times now, they can make me feel like a brand new fan. I’ve never seen any of those panels, any of the artists in Artist’s Alley, none of the dealers in the Dealer’s Room. I spent the weekend with bat wings by Idolatre in my hair, which I justified buying because although I’ve seen dozens of East Coast cat ear headbands, I’d never seen anything like this!

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Most of my time was spent preparing for panels, presenting panels, or getting from one panel to another. I was on three. First came, Slash in the Mainstream, where we discussed how gay relationships are portrayed on TV today. The highlight was when an original Kirk/Spock shipper piped up about her 30+ years in slash fandom! A media studies professor was kind enough to create a Storify of the panel.

Next, I was the organizer on Fandom and the Media, in which fandom professionals discussed the way the media does and does not get fandom right. My Mac had some technical difficulties, but our room’s discussion still went overtime. On Sunday, we presented From Feels To Skills: Putting Fandom On Your Resume, and you can watch the entire panel and fill out my resume worksheet online.

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I spent my free time with my fellow panelists, amazing people from the Internet whom I rarely get a chance to meet up with in person. Passionate about reporting on fandom, geek fashion and more, Aja, Gavia, Lisa, and Versha are some of my favorite otaku journalists. Amanda is a meme librarian and Tumblr fairy who leaves a trail of stickers in her wake. Alex is an Emmy-winning writer for the YouTube series Lizzie Bennet Diaries. Cathy and Mike are fanfiction readers and writers with brilliant insights. Loraine, a professional artist who also draws fanart, brought her (amiably bewildered) dad to watch our resume panel!

Through all of this, I’d have to say the highlight was getting to see Anita Sarkeesian speak. Her panel was ostensibly about her work, but let’s be honest, these days her biggest accomplishment is continuing to be vocal while people are trying to make her disappear. I was impressed with how articulate and inscrutable her speaking style continues to be against such a backlash that I actually got tweets directed toward me simply for saying I was at her panel.

I have a lot of well-meaning friends who have urged me to join the GamerGate movement since I am a journalist and interested in geek journalism ethics. While I believe that is a conversation we will eventually need to have, I don’t think that while a section of the movement is screaming death threats at Anita is really the time. Ethical reporting is certainly something I care about, but I care more about women like Anita being able to put their opinions about video games on the Internet without people threatening to kill them.

In a lot of ways, GeekGirlCon was a huge stand against harassment in the way it gave us a safe space to talk about it openly. I was shocked to hear about some of the terrible experiences my friends have had with their online audiences. We’ve become so programmed to “not feed the trolls,” that we don’t even share this stuff with each other. But an audience member asked, and suddenly it became an ad-libbed new part of our Fandom and the Media panel, when it turned out we all had these stories that we’d never told one another. And there we were, telling stories about stalkers and Internet bullies in front of a packed crowd—and feeling good about it. It was just that kind of con.

Photos: Nimona cosplayers, artist Katie Clark wrapping up this painting for me, me obviously, and the crowd at our Slash panel.